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i got the distinct impression that she didn't approve of my rock-and-a-hard-place lifestyle. but that's how i work. i don't give up on things until it's very obvious that it's time to move on. i prefer when circumstances force me in a specific direction. maybe i'm just lazy, or not much of a chance taker, but certainty is just about the only thing i can handle. right now we're in limbo, but it feels more like purgatory. i don't like it. but sometimes we live thru experiences we don't enjoy. i know this. i've learned to live with it. but that doesn't make me less inclined to speed thru to the other side.

i wonder how you spell severance package.

how can i practice when i can't find the time!?!?

it's hard to be objective. i'm pretty sure he could smear poop on a board and i'd think it's magical. it's a problem i have.

it's only uncertainty and most of which won't bother me.